We need a kick start
We need a quick solution
We need a next step
If we're really going
If we're really going

Trying so hard
To dig ourselves out
Cause we're stuck and we're scared
And we're thinking
Things have to change
It's the thoughts that don't count
Can something be done?
Don't let this decision drag

On Sunday we had a little bbq at ebay. After church, Jamie, Unjung, Jane and I went shopping for food. At Albertsons Jamie and I went to get ice while Unjung and Jane waited near the exit. I happened to see a short line and stood there but Jamie somehow wandered off somewhere. We figured she went to go get something else. As we were waiting by the exit with our cart, we see Jamie coming with a cart loaded with sodas and other stuff that wasn't ours. Unjung yells, "Hey Jamie...where'd you get that cart??" Jamie stops and says "opps...I must've walked off with someone else's cart. what was i thinking???" hahahaha. You can always count on Jamie for a good laugh =)
 
But Jamie's not the only one that has brain farts. Yesterday at work, I was basically in the office by myself and I was rushing to finish this case I was working on. I walked into someone's office to look for something and put the file down. After I found what I was looking for, I locked the door and left. BUT I realized that I locked the file in the office. I tried everything to open the door...credit card, bobby pin, paper clip...nothing worked. I'm in so much trouble =(

I'm one of those people who needs time alone to gather my thoughts when I'm going through something that sucks like crap. So no matter how much someone wants to help me, I can't talk to anyone because I can't articulate my thoughts and feelings to another person until I've reached a certain point where I've accepted the situation and semi-figured it out for myself. I feel bad because I isolate myself and give pretty much everyone the cold shoulder. So if I've been distant, sorry...I suck. I still have a lot of things to figure out so I'll probably be out of it for a bit.