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Thursday, February 12, 2004

I'm happy to announce that I got off at the right BART stop today!

If you're looking for a good book to read, I recommend "I Know This Much Is True" by Wally Lamb. It's a tragic yet uplifting, disturbing yet funny, depressing yet inspiring...it's got everything all rolled into one.

I'm having serious motivational problems today...there's just too much to do. So what's my solution? Just sit here and do nothing, hahaha.

So I was talking to Olivia last week and we were discussing what our greatest fear was. Jokingly (well, at least half jokingly) she said that she thinks mine is fear of commitment...by which she tried to explain why I haven't been in a relationship for, oh, forever and a day, hahaha. But actually...I'm not afraid of commitement at all. My greatest fear is....FAILURE. As pathetic as it may seem, my approach to life has been "why try if you're not gonna succeed and risk getting hurt or disappointed?" I've always justified this mantra by telling myself and others that I'm not being pessimistic, I'm just being realistic. I've decided that this is something I need to work on.

So what's YOUR greatest fear?

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